Monday, March 12, 2007

pissed ranting

so pissed at life rite now.
its so so so effing monotonous.
i do pretty much the same things everyday, again n again n again. n before u know it, 1 whole freakin year has passed u by, n what r u now? nothing. same ol' same ol'.

today's the day when SPM results comes out. then it reminds me of when i got 10As n 1 fuckin B for my SPM. n this year, they found some new malay to glorify for her absolutely spectacular results of 18As just because she took some stupid, retarded courses that really didn't need to be taken anyway. its so obvious that she took it just to string more than 10As together. bloody irritating. they can't say for example 'wow, dat chinese girls is awesome for gettin 16As' n do long interviews for her n shit. nope di doo. they gotta find a malay girl n den she gets all the credit n they're gonna throw a whole party for her or somethin... n the prime minister's gonna visit her n the tv crew will b all over her... wtf la. other races show awesome results too ok... n what about those who were really really active in other activities besides d academic crap?? don't they get any credit? ok, so i'm not d model student or whatever n i am 1 of those ppl who can only memorize things n this whole system works in my favour, but i just feel that its unjust for them.... forgive me for being so hung up on this but i juz wanted to crap it all out. btw, im not racist.

now my brother is nose-bleeding n my mom is goin all "go make sure ur brother is ok"... its his bloody fault (excuse the pun) for goin out playin in the sun n not drinking enough water n having thin blood capillaries inside his nose n diggin his nose like he's mining for gold. he has to go bleed at least once in 3 months before he's satisfied. yeesh. i wanna scold him but then he's like so kesian. n honestly, i too, feel sorta heaty around the throat n karma might hit me back. i haven't had a nose bleed in at least 5 years n i don't plan to break that streak, thank u very much.

and whats more, AIMING FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

°» xinli «° says:
U CANNOT RMB MY BDAY
°» xinli «° says:
when do U THINK it is?
Ai Ming says:
i try to, i've been thinking
Ai Ming says:
its weird how the info got lost
°» xinli «° says:
stupid unappreciative fella
Ai Ming says:
it's 1_ of april
°» xinli «° says:
if my email isnt aries april u wouldnt even rmb it was in april
°» xinli «° says:
DATS SO OUT
Ai Ming says:
i cant seem to retrieve the missing digit from my memory
°» xinli «° says:
I HATE U
Ai Ming says:
YER
°» xinli «° says:
THERE ISNT EVEN D 1 INNIT
Ai Ming says:
WUT
Ai Ming says:
NO
Ai Ming says:
NO
°» xinli «° says:
ITS BLOODY SINGLE DIGIT
Ai Ming says:
NO
Ai Ming says:
U BLUFF ME
°» xinli «° says:
GO FIND OUT DEN U KNOW LER
Ai Ming says:
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE
Ai Ming says:
NO
Ai Ming says:
then i think i hav to fix my brain
Ai Ming says:
IMPOSSIBLE
Ai Ming says:
CANT BE IT
°» xinli «° says:
YOH
more scoldin n worthless excuses ensue...

i wouldnt mind, if say, a classmate in my class now or wuteva forgot my birthday, but for pete's sake, UR AIMING... UR NOT SUPPOSED TO FORGET MY BIRTHDAY!!!!.. so pissed neh...
u better get me a super bday present AND manage to remember when it is before it actually passes, fucker... or else...
n yes, u should feel bad. i don't even care dat u feel bad cos i know i'm gonna forgive u anyway.

theodore (my pet skink) died. due to unfortunate circumstances which involve me being careless and forgetful that i would rather not disclose for the reason that it would make me look bad, the poor little fella passed on today. well, at least i wasn't too attached to it yet... it must be because i killed a moth the other day. sigh.

i really need to study now. d tests are coming after the holiday ends. bloody hell. i dont wanna take tests... i dun wanna take STPM... n i sure as hell dun wanna end up in a public Uni in malaysia.

blahh~ these things come n go. i dun feel shitty 24/7 n 365... its when things like exams come up n one of ur best friends forget ur birthday n ur pet dies that it does...
peace ppl.

-the procrastination continues-

1 comment:

Jess said...

forgive aiming.. microeconomics psychology accounting PMS and a rat zapped all her brain cells..

dont worry she'll some up with something good