Tuesday, November 17, 2009

part II of that A thing



9/11 MON
had an uber long REM nap today. dreams were wonderful. am beginning to regret not studying the previous days already.


10/11 TUE
so at ease. it’s quite worrying. can’t stop eating. ty tells me i should continue.
(ty = tomyam :D)


11/11 WED

i change my mind. i have a sore throat. i am blaming the fries.

ruthie let’s have mcdelivery together! lol. talk about fickle

in other news, I AM GOING TO BANGKOK IN MAY! happy sial. if i weren’t i’d be pissed.
am also quite taken by this peter person that i’ve been following for a while. is it just me or is he terribly lovable? sometimes.


12/11 THU
bubbling inside with excitement as the finals’ end draws near. the holidays are gonna be over so quickly though!


13/11 FRI
it’s black friday, darlings!
am excessively happy about nothing in particular. it’s taking me quite some effort to stop grinning perpetually :D


14/11 SAT
omg you all have to watch  The Adventures of Pan-kun and James!!! they are sooo cute together!
and i am soooooooooo bumming around pretending to study :( 
but holidays are 2 papers away!!! how can one be in any mood to study at all?


15/11 SUN
running out of food reserves here. still need to survive another week. :(
sentence of the day: Finally, homogenization would ensure complete dispersion of the drug and a smooth and elegant preparation. puts a smile on my face every time i read it. 
hey oneeightoneonetwozerozeronine, bila you mau datang? can’t wait to see you at 11, hon!! we’re gonna have so much fun together.
oh envy not, restofnovemberanddecember. i’m looking forward to seeing you guys too :)


16/11 MON 
are you kidding me? sprinkles my foot.
if that’s what you call sprinkles, i’d like some with my fried chicken. TQVM.

how tired i am of this
unbearable distance between us
how i long for the toll of the recess bell
have you forgotten me?
grown mindless of me?
tell me i am not writing into an abyss
or that is what will become of my heart.

have you seen this video yet?


17/11 TUE
officially depleting my supplies. all i have left is one packet of 3in1 milo, one packet of instant cereal, 4 slices of cheese and a bunch of oat cookies. damn sad case man. what’ll i have in the middle of the night?
must go buy munchies tomorrow :)



and that’s it!
will be free in less than 24 hours.

see ya’ll on the other side :D


- it’s about time -

Monday, November 9, 2009

the A in MIA


because i am not fond of little posts in my blog and absence makes the heart grow fonder.
(also makes people forget you ever existed. but hey, glass half full yea?)


2/11 MON
need.to.kill.self.now. it’s there. i knew it was there. it was ALL there. data retrieval… fail.
and had to answer a 12.5M question based on my knowledge of weed because i didn’t study for cannabis (no actually it was the whole drug abuse). what little i know was from tv, i.e. you smoke it, you can bake it into brownies and it makes you high. 3/12.5?  later i forgot about wanting to kill myself but my subconscious decided otherwise because i bit into a cili padi with all munchness… twice, before i spat it out in horror. the right half of my mouth felt like it got dunked into boiling vat of acid.


3/11 TUE
cannot.resist.urge. looking at everyone’s halloween party photos on fb and wondering why i’m such a huge nerd. [cries]


4/11 WED
super.the.depressed. i think i might be close to failing this SPDT thing. this could actually be rock bottom. i don’t think i’ve ever felt so lost in an exam before. it’s not like the first paper where i knew it and momentarily forgot. I HAD NO IDEA… and the worst thing about it is i tried so hard. i studied. i guess wouldn’t mind as much if i didn’t. you reap what you sow. in this case, bloody typhoon ripped out all my meticulously planted seedlings… no no, it took the whole chunk of my land with my house on it. felt like death and the lack of sleep didn’t help. couldn’t study for half the day afterwards. could might may perhaps have thrown my next two papers into jeopardy. [big crying face which ‘T_T’ does nothing to describe]
(no not even T________________________________T suffices)
thank you for cooking a nice warm dinner on a rainy day, ps and thank you for talking to me, you guys. it helped. 


5/11 THU
16pages 2hours. nuff said.
1.45am - OMFG why was i so selamba in the day?!?! so dead tomorrow. SO DEAD.


6/11 FRI
died i did. went to eat at the much anticipated new secret recipe at ppum and was very let down. thought can go there and lepak at days but it somehow feels like a hawker centre :( why hah? oh ya cause no AC. –_- and loads of people bustling by. did virtually nothing the whole day, went out for dinner with jl and ps… and am now damn sleepy. will treat myself for not sleeping enough for a whole freaking week. toodles. (it’s not even 12 yet!!!)
p.s. some weird shit i ate stained bits of my lips black. –_-


5 down, 4 to go!

 Snapshot_20091108 sleep till noon.


7/11 SAT
because i slept too much until my eyes bengkak wtf. close to 12 hours :D hereby consider myself having paid back my week’s sleep-debt in full. hohoho. will now resume nerding. please let me be capable of concentrating please let me be capable of concentrating. gotta snap outta this bumming state.
also, DO NOT EAT AT SPAGHETTI FARM. #%$^&*^%$#@ shen qi!


8/11 SUN
damnit, xinli. when will you ever learn that taking a break will lead you into the treacherous land of lazedom?


- ho hum -